friends

i like them. 

most of the time.

i need God's help with one in particular right now. 

for the condition of my own heart i need to talk to her. 

i feel like she's avoiding me. 

i keep praying about it and i'll continue to do so but a conversation needs to be had, SOON.

i can't be around her. i'm cynical and judgmental and i don't like it.

God help me!